Well, I just got back to the waiting area at the hospital and got the update that all is well as of 11:45. They have not done much on updating since this is the first update that I have had all morning.
Overall, I have given myself some tasks this morning. First, I went to workout at the hotel for about an hour. I showered, gathered all of our stuff from the hotel and walked everything back to the car about 4 blocks away. I checked at the hospital (right next to the parking garage) to see if there was any update, even though I left my cell # so they could call. I then decided to go to Marshall’s. Jen needed socks and I needed a couple of things. Well, all said and done, I bought about 6 more items than planned and spent a bit more than expected. (Thus the intentional error in the title)
So now I’m back. She’s “doing alright” and now I’m writting. But as I write, I get to come back to the present situation. Primarily – “I miss her.” Her smile, her hair (now that it is back), her laugh, her skin. Just her. I know she is somewhere close, nearby, maybe in the next room. But she is not awake, she is being cut on, she is being moved around inside and I am (I’m sure “WE ARE”) concerned. It is in God’s hands, which are so capable. I will write again soon. – Jeremy