I just got home from my second Willow Creek Leadership Summit. Once again I feel like someone has removed every living brain cell in my head and I’ve been left with mush. I will collect myself in the coming days. I never know weather to cry, dance or take a nap after these two intense days. Yesterday, after my 8 hour leadership infusuin, I went running. It may have been my most powerful run yet. I probably should have (blush)…..oh….ya know. Something about being inspired makes me feel like I have to get energy out. Either that or it was sitting all day.
But really. How can I sum this up for you. So much great info, so little time. Here are my thoughts at the current moment, tomorrow may be different….lol!
1. There are some people who are doing amazing things where they are. I don’t know if they’re doing it for Jesus, for themselves or for humanity. But the way they’re helping people is incredible. I’ve had to question what I’m doing and who I’m doing it for.
2. And back to that whole breast cancer thing. I can’t help wonder what God has saved me for. Maybe it was for my kids. I don’t know. I don’t have anything profound to say about that other than it moves around in my brain a lot. I suppose if I could choose to do anything, now that I’m recovered, is email my oncologist at U of M, Sophia Merijver and see if she can pack me away in her suitcase on her next trip to Northern Africa so I could do something for the outrageous number of women who are getting Inflammatory Breast Cancer. I don’t know what I’d do there, maybe I’d just hug them and cry with them, tell them I’ve been there too. I’m still working that one out in my mind. I suppose writing her would be OK, but I might get in the way. I need a better plan. I’m taking a class this fall at our local community college to see if I can make it in to nursing school. I can get a second BA in a year and then midwifery in the next year. It would be two years full time. Maybe then she would pack me in her suitcase?
3. My favorite speaker was a young woman who was cute and young and giggly and girly and super smart. You gotta love it. This is where our churches just DON”T GET IT! Women……crazy……but true……can be great leaders (and they don’t have to look or act like men to do it either)! Not only that but the world is waiting to see us equally partnering in ministry across the board. Thank heavens an amazing place like Willow Creek who is changing the face of Christian leadership GETS THIS. Because unfortunately most churches out there don’t. (Yes this is my little soap box). So it wasn’t surprising that one of the most amazing interviews they did was with a young woman named Jessica Jackley who helped start KIVA. If you haven’t heard of this organization, you should check it out. You an I can lend as little as $25 to people in third world countries so they can start businesses. Pretty cool, pretty easy, yet the money goes so far. She shared how one woman was able to send her daughters to school. And these aren’t big things, these are small businesses, like buying beads to make necklaces they can cell or making peanut butter.
So those are some of my thoughts. I have more, but I can’t remember right now. It’ll probably come to me later.